"Say you're sorry
That face of an angel
Comes out just when you need it to
As I paced back and forth all this time
Cause I honestly believed in you
Holding on
The days drag on
Stupid girl,
I should have known, I should have known

I'm not a princess, this ain't a fairy tale
I'm not the one you'll sweep off her feet,
Lead her up the stairwell
This ain't Hollywood, this is a small town,
I was a dreamer before you went and let me down
Now it's too late for you
And your white horse, to come around

Baby I was naive,
Got lost in your eyes
And never really had a chance
I had so many dreams
About you and me
Happy endings
Now I know

I'm not a princess, this ain't a fairy tale
I'm not the one you'll sweep off her feet,
Lead her up the stairwell
This ain't Hollywood, this is a small town,
I was a dreamer before you went and let me down
Now it's too late for you
And your white horse, to come around

And there you are on your knees,
Begging for forgiveness, begging for me
Just like I always wanted but I'm so sorry

Cause I'm not your princess, this ain't a fairytale
I'm gonna find someone someday who might actually treat me well
This is a big world, that was a small town
There in my rearview mirror disappearing now
And its too late for you and your white horse
Now its too late for you and your white horse, to catch me now

Try and catch me now
Oh, it's too late
To catch me now"
-Taylor Swift, "White Horse"

I'm sick of being put on the back burner.

I'm sick of feeling like I'll never be good enough.

I'm sick of expectations being set up for me, even though they no longer apply.

I'm a different person now.

I'm not going to sit around and wait forever.

I could fall in love, but I won't.

I won't let myself again.

It's completely pointless and just a waste of time.

It's hard for me to tell people how I feel,

especially if I really care.

So when I put a little piece of myself out there for you,

consider it a big deal, consider yourself special to me.

I'm not always entirely honest about my feelings,

mainly because I'm afraid of the reaction I will (or won't) receive.

This situation was no exception.

Which is why I'll continue to be the way I am.

You expect honesty and openness from me,

but can't even give that in return?

Come on, I think I deserve more than that.

After all, "we've known each other forever". gross.

Count me out.