so i changed the layout of my blog, conformed to blogger's templates.
i like it better; it's not so "emo" and it's much simpler.

anyway...
i've just been lounging around lately. i need to find a hobby.
it takes me about a half hour after i get home from work to be bored. blah.
i'm missing the ex, more than i thought i would.
and i miss my dogs when they're with him for their "week",
they seem to keep me a bit more entertained.

and keeping with the pathetic theme...
i got into an argument with the douche from months ago.
which seriously started with him "accidentally" texting me with
something he meant to send the girlfriend and I responded with,
"riiight. well have fun with that."
which I guess was an invite to verbally attack me for 2+ hours.
it honestly made me sick to my stomach.
i don't know what i possibly could've done to someone to
make them talk to me that way.
i guess it just proves what i've known all along - the boy's got issues.
major issues.

to talk about my dad who passed away 12 years ago? honestly.

i just wish i wouldn't have responded to his original text at all.

it still doesn't excuse calling me crazy names and being a complete asshole.

it upset me last night, but now i'm just over it.

he's a loser and his words mean absolutely nothing to me.

ok, i've wasted far too much on that stupid incident.

guess i just needed to vent.

i need to find a second (or third) job.

i'm sick of being broke.

unfortunately, the probability of finding another job is quite unlikely.

i pretty much would take anything right now, though.

just a few extra hours a week would be super nice.

ahhh, i sound so negative & pessimistic...

must be pms-ing.

i'm gonna go do something productive...

& possibly try out mystic tan. ha.