so i'm sitting here listening to brad paisley,
and i got to thinking...
his songs (& most other country songs),
make life seem so simple...
once you've found someone to love.
it's like once you've found that person,
nothing else really matters.
well, except creating a life with them.
it's just a concept i have a hard time grasping.
even though i've played with the idea
with the ex,
i just don't know that i'm cut out for it.
not for the long haul, anyway.
i'm just not quite ready to settle anytime soon.
because if i did, my life would be mediocre.
and i do not want mediocre.
there are a million things i want to do...
and if that means i have to be lonesome
for a little while longer,
i'm entirely ok with that.
my mantra is now
"live for me".
i think i can handle that....